"Friends"

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So here goes...
Is it just me? Or is it in my growing years I have developed a more refined taste in friends? Trim the fat, though I would love to trim the fat in other ways, but don't we all.
Finding out who your true friends are can sometimes hurt, I guess it's the sting of deception. 
We all have had or have that "friend" who drops us like a pile of crap on the side of the road.
Ex: let me call you to hangout and act like a friend while you drive.
Oh wait! Now I have a car and I do not need you anymore...
That was never a true friend, yet it is always hard to let go, even when you know it has all been fake, or they have done you wrong.
The worse part of all this: even when it was not your fault nor provoked, it makes you feel like there is something truly wrong with you. Which makes you run stupid scenarios in your head of what you could have done differently, or how you could have prevented all this. When in reality they are the ones with the problem not you.
It is human nature to find only our flaws, but why? Why must be always be so hard on ourselves? 
I propose a challenge for ourselves.
To try and stay positive, to be positive, to act positive. Mind, body and soul!
When life's Rollercoaster has us going though loops and turns we always try to find something positive, as small as it may be.
Hey they worse that can happen? 
Ok who is with me?! Let's try it out for 10 days.
Momma V.

New chapter

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A new school year is upon us. Some are just starting, some are finishing,  and some are starting new with their own children.
Whatever you may be doing, I hope this school year is a wonderful one.
As for my little family, we are starting new. I guess it's a big a event, it's the start of our child's academic career. I would like my child to start on the right foot. I will try my hardest to make that happen. I am scared of this new chapter, I am not very good anymore at meeting new people, I do not trust easily anymore. I blame my children for all this, since the moment I had my babies I have become this over protective, afraid of world women... I have tried many times to just break out of this, but I just send myself into a full blow panic attack... This new me sometimes drives my husband crazy, he says I use to be so free and open. Can you blame me? Yes it is so stupid to be afraid of the world, no matter what there will always be bad people.
It's a work in progress I guess.
I have also recently learned, I am not a very good team mom, my oldest was in a summer sport, and at the end they would play against eachother. My child was not the best and I wanted to yell and tell my child what to do... yeah I get way to competitive,oops hahhaha.
Anyhow back to school talk,
is it just me or, does every parent like to buy new supplies? It takes me back to when I was in school, I use to love opening up new supplies, or taking the stickers off of new things. OK let's be honest, I STILL DO!
OK so school hasn't even started and I am already worrier about making mommy friends. I hope I can make all those cute lunches I have been pinning too. Mind over matter, right?!
Have a wonderful school year everyone.

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Momma V