We all have an IT

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So a couple years ago my family almost came crashing down. We went through a very hard time, it really isn't something you wish on your worse enemy. Haha (not really haha funny) because now I have an enemy. I could have gone my whole life never seeing this horrible person again, to me that isn't a person anymore,  a person would never do this because a person has feelings and morals, so it's just call the person a thing or it. Well at least seeing it, would have been easier 5 years from now...
But life moves on. Unfortunately where we live is small and you are always bound to run into someone you don't really want to see. I have to live my life for my family.
Yesterday was the day, thay I came face to face with IT.  Yup and my heart felt frozen.  I hurried and went in a different direction because I was not about to have IT come try and talk to me while I was with my child. I dropped my child off and went directly to my car, thank God for the unlock buttons. I sat there and felt like I couldn't breathe I started to panic, how can IT still have this power over me, this ordeal was 2 years ago and it was all lies, because misery loves company right?!...
I guess even though our family is on the right track the wounds are still healing.
My dialed my husband right after I got in my car, but of course his phone sent me to voice mail (our signal sucks at home) so I did the next best thing, I called my sister.
I am so happy I have such a great support system. When I got home I ran to my husband crying, he thought something horrible had happened. He made me laugh after I told him what happened, he asked me if IT looked haggard? Yes IT did so he told me that I should take joy that I look good and that a wonderful family, while IT has nothing real, since IT ruins everything IT touches.
I have to remind myself that I could have lost it all, and how blessed I am to have so much love and support in my life.
So everyone please look at the positive things in your life and try and hold on to that feeling in the hard times. We all have an IT... and no matter what we will have to face our IT at one point of our lives, and I hope it gets easier.

- momma V