We all have an IT

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So a couple years ago my family almost came crashing down. We went through a very hard time, it really isn't something you wish on your worse enemy. Haha (not really haha funny) because now I have an enemy. I could have gone my whole life never seeing this horrible person again, to me that isn't a person anymore,  a person would never do this because a person has feelings and morals, so it's just call the person a thing or it. Well at least seeing it, would have been easier 5 years from now...
But life moves on. Unfortunately where we live is small and you are always bound to run into someone you don't really want to see. I have to live my life for my family.
Yesterday was the day, thay I came face to face with IT.  Yup and my heart felt frozen.  I hurried and went in a different direction because I was not about to have IT come try and talk to me while I was with my child. I dropped my child off and went directly to my car, thank God for the unlock buttons. I sat there and felt like I couldn't breathe I started to panic, how can IT still have this power over me, this ordeal was 2 years ago and it was all lies, because misery loves company right?!...
I guess even though our family is on the right track the wounds are still healing.
My dialed my husband right after I got in my car, but of course his phone sent me to voice mail (our signal sucks at home) so I did the next best thing, I called my sister.
I am so happy I have such a great support system. When I got home I ran to my husband crying, he thought something horrible had happened. He made me laugh after I told him what happened, he asked me if IT looked haggard? Yes IT did so he told me that I should take joy that I look good and that a wonderful family, while IT has nothing real, since IT ruins everything IT touches.
I have to remind myself that I could have lost it all, and how blessed I am to have so much love and support in my life.
So everyone please look at the positive things in your life and try and hold on to that feeling in the hard times. We all have an IT... and no matter what we will have to face our IT at one point of our lives, and I hope it gets easier.

- momma V

It's a great day to blog

Well I did it! I finally did it! 

What is it that I did? I finally started a blog, ha I fooled ya right?, thinking it might have been something juicy. Sorry to tell you all that I am not that interesting... 

Lets see where to start, I am a mother and a wife, and sometimes those two things have me wanting to hide under a rock. Lets face it, in life we have all wanted to hide under a rock at some point or another. 

I have done things a bit backwards, I had my first child then got married then decided to have another child. along that path we have had many up and downs. 

I will soon be sending my first born off to kindergarten, to me it's a big step, she will start forming real friendships and is now required to attending school. My babies have been very into star wars, I will be honest I have never seen the movies, but my husband is an avid lover of the dark side. It must be genetic because when this whole fascination started, my husband hadn't introduced them to it, until one day a commercial came on the tv and within 2 seconds the kids were hypnotized, at that moment star wars took over my household. 

My life right now revolves around raising two crazy wonderful kids and making our family and my marriage stronger. Most weekdays my days start around 6am and end at around 8pm and yes I fall asleep around 8-9 like an old person. Mornings and dinner time are usually the busiest times of my day.I am fortunate enough to have my husband home right now so he helps during those times. Laundry is my biggest enemy, it's not the process of gathering or sorting, nor putting them into the washer and dryers, its the process of putting them away. With four people its like the never ending story for adults, but after folding them I usually have a hard time putting them away. After cleaning, organizing, playing, feeding the kids, I don't have much energy for many things, so the fact that they get a home cooked meals every night should say something, they should help put the clothes away while I have some mommy time. 

Ok that last part was a lie, what is mommy time? I am sorry I don't get that, I am incredibly lucky if i am able to pee alone... I can't use the bathroom alone nor can I shower without an audience, yeah some of you might be saying "well lock the door", let me tell you something! I have locked the door, and my kids go crazy, as if I have traveled to another universe and they will never see me again... I rather have no privacy at this point then having to replace doors. My husband is nice enough to try and entertain the kids while I catch up on my favorite shows or if there is a cheesy lifetime movie I have been wanting to watch, I am not ashamed to admit it, I love me some cheesy lifetime movies. I usually never get a chance to watch more than 10 mins of anything while the kids are running around, even if daddy is helping, so we try and wait until after bedtime to watch anything together, and you guessed it... I am the one who passes out half way during the movie. 

I hope you all enjoyed reading a little about my life, will be back soon. 

It's a great day to blog

Momma V. 

Ps. Please get the word out about this blog. Thank you so much in advanced.